Ahh.. Worries.

Will I survive the math subjects?
Will I survive filipino?
Will I survive chemistry?
Will I pass the entrance exams for the universities I want?
AM I MAKING THE RIGHT CHOICE?

That's what's in my head lately, and I think it's doing my head in. I haven't been able to sleep for SO MANY DAYS. I'm now suffering from insomnia. I chose dentistry out of the benefits I can get from it, not out of passion. I want to pass UP but I'm not sure if I can. I'm trying to understand Chemistry II and Calculus but I sometimes just can't. I'm making an effort to comprehend what Rizal is saying in his book, and I'm struggling to make essays about topics that my teacher demands to be answered and it sure as hell doesn't help that our teacher gives such low grades.

I just try to look at the near future. 9 months na lang.. magtatapos na ang high school life ko. And whenever that comes to mind, I can't hel but feel depressed. Because if my high school life ends, that means I won't be able to see my parents as often as I want since I'm going to study in Manila and I won't be able to see my high school friends often.